The Price That Comes With Being Attractive

You would think that Roger Stone being ordered to report to prison on July 14th would be enough overwhelming news for Kristin Davis. Manhattan's very own Ex-Madam and politician stood by her colleague's side every step of the way, and still does, but the news is still devastating. The Cancerian born Kristin reflects patriotism as the crab naturally rules of the domestic 4th house. Here you can see her putting it all on the line: GIRLS OUT WITH THE GIRLS OUT on the campaign trail empowering women, and striving to get them the full legal rights that are long overdue. 

A speaker for what she believes is right, along with mutual support from Roger Stone evidently, it will be tough to channel where things go from here with the level of uncertainty in the United States as Roger is plastered around media as what some are referring to as the fall guy for the true corrupt culprits in politics. As Roger prepares to go in, and some of our criminals are released, the representation for this country appears to be unpredictable. So what does Kristin say now? Her feet have been doing most of the talking. Those following her know she has been campaigning on the road state to state raising funds, and making relevant cases to get Roger pardoned. Her public persona is unquestionable, but behind the scenes it's a whole different ballgame. Kristin Davis is one who still feels privacy is sacred to the point, trying to get in touch with her is like Indiana Jones going on a quest for some long lost treasure. If anyone knows how hard it is to get her to actually use her phone outside of her family it's me, trust me. Just the other day while FaceTiming her adorable son Carter a message entered her Facebook inbox from a guy. She didn't respond, then this happened:

The guy staying two states away had no political intent with his message. Instead he came on to Kristin demanding she talk to him, then still after no reply he insisted an onslaught of unwarranted photos (this is just a sample of 2 days worth of photos the man insisted she see) would do the trick. Even after the more abrasive and tactless digital pick up lines of the New Age used to grasp her attention, Kristin politely declined WHILE giving an explanation: "sorry, I'm not looking for anyone right now". That is when the insults that attacked her age and looks occurred which if you use your zoom button is rather ridiculous, but besides the obvious, what are men trying to accomplish when they ridicule a woman for her age? Do they think about if they do get holy matrimony, that the love of their life will eventually age to an extent? Is there a darker underlying desire for women between a particular age range? And is that mindset responsible for the countless children being trafficked around the world? Perhaps I'm looking too deep into it, but as Kristin feels, hopefully outing this person will teach him not to approach women like this in the future, and it sends a message to other online badgers that cannot handle rejection. Kristin and I debated a bit; I said it's hard being that damn hot, modestly she replied she doesn't think he was being realistic because he lives 2 states away. Excuse me? Passionate men will travel miles once the target is determined as something, or someone they want. Is that the problem? I don't have all the answers...

It’s Cancer Season. Happy Eclipse

Some people sleep on Cancers due to viewing the external more than the internal science. After numerous dating discussions on the Benjamin YouTube channel I encountered another Cancer woman Teona. The initiation of a Cancer resonated with what we learn about their leadership capability because she made the first move, but for the life of me, the shyness I’ve seen from other Cancer’s previously couldn’t prepare me for that. My first fanciful emoji was a unicorn, she favors the alien, we both use the nerd from time to time; this is getting interesting! Can we be physically, mentally, and sexually satisfied at the same time? This is the million dollar question asked, which I find timely coming off two discussions of Saturn in Scorpio to study the 8th house. Psychology and sex reside there, so one would only have to focus on the Ascendant to handle the physical part. Can it really be that simple though? Let me rewind to why I sent a unicorn to her inbox. I told her the basics about me: workaholic and a business student, an automatic deal breaker for most women on the dating scene. Teona’s reply however, was okay, I’ll let you get back to work, we’ll just check on each other periodically when we get time, to check my world clock, and asked if there would be an issue with being long distant. Ummm ... let me think.... fuck no! You get the unicorn! Fast forward a bit and I really get a “hey what are you doing”? text. I was crunching some numbers and when I told her she said to tell her next time, she’ll help because she’s good at it being she’s a business student. 😳🤓. Please understand that dating these days with careers and education hasn’t ever been understood at a level like this for me before. I convey that I’m MGTOW when the am I involved question was asked, and I wasn’t treated like a feminist basher. It’s safe to say psychological is in the bag with that level of understanding, plus she does yoga and plays tennis, physicality confirmed! Now with sex still in the air, how does a MGTOW Pisces address this Cancer sun and Pisces moon who gives Shade vibes soon as you look at her hypnotizing eyes? Teona revealed that there’s something about me that makes her open up to me. That she doesn’t know what it is, but she can’t deny or avoid it. Her style is slower than my quick interactive style; however, I adjusted to her feel immediately after finding this out. The video of her about to get dressed for the day to go to a friends house caught my eye. Her hips are shaped like a dancers, so I asked if she did. “No I’m not a stripper” she replied. I laughed, but you would have asked the same if you saw her posture. Her nipples bulged through her white belly shirt with no fucks given, and I couldn’t resist how well her lace panties fit her. In the next video? Meaty butt cheeks I wouldn’t have expected on her small frame, but there they were hanging out of a lace onesie as she spin around revealing the pattern across her chest. In the next video she wore a black lace set that matched a repetitive alluring and dark style that will stop you in your tracks. A wardrobe malfunction occurred, as one boob almost popped entirely out one of the cups of her lace top. I thought of how Instagram would have a field day and ban such content when really you can’t even see the nipple, just some areola on a woman trying on things. Luckily this was all occurring behind the scenes and not publicly. I ceased the opportunity by cutting pieces of lace up to measure on a mannequin inspired by this Cancer’s videography as she slept. When you count up the amount of hats she wears it becomes clear this woman is a huge asset in everything she does, and the sexual attraction is mutually agreed upon. I decided to weigh in on my potential to become addicted to her sex if not cautious. This was something I already detected and we were only a few days in. Perhaps the same thing she feels about me that she can’t explain, is what I feel only I can explain it. All of this brings me full circle to the discussions on Saturn in Scorpio to unearth the 8th house, because it is there where sex if not examined and monitored, has the potential to break people, or maybe just one, but countless stories have left trails of the endings. Some are extreme and lead to the ninth house of divorce after the eight house transformation, either that or higher education and way of living. In communicating this I felt I had to reveal a secret about myself. How that after having sex on contract through experimentation and therapeutic sessions regular sex has pretty much become a thing of the past. It too can become addicting; however, personally it’s when you reach that level that you learn how to conquer Scorpio and eighth house energy. It’s not common, and it’s not popular either to talk this way. Knowing that I asked if this were the part where she calls me a pig..... she said no. I’m finally going to bed now after a long day of work feeling good. I gather I’ll hear from her tomorrow, and really I don’t know what to expect from this girl. She’s full of surprises, so I’m just like fuck it, let nature take its course. We just entered Cancer season and already I’ve created so much content, website updates, and entertainment vices that I have to give water credit where it’s due. - Inspired by Teona 

Spiritual Warfare

The dark queen has been at the center of another spiritual war brewing in the digital realm. Some may say she is bringing this type of attention to herself after resurfacing with references to embracing natal placements on her south node. They are Plutonian and may be related to a slew of racy photography she has been producing with provocative kinesics and cutting edge make-up.

But wait before you go that far in assumptions. Although, now that children are even taking jabs at the queen it can be allocated to posting a childhood photo of her in clown makeup, but there lies the truth in the disputes between her, @thegoddessgem, and @natalia_taylor. When Alyssa Trahan is being creative, the reaction is to claw at it, and rip away at the originality, but not without taking what they deem viable. Maybe Alyssa’s look is too over the top, and daring to be replicated, but an analytical view of some content of these newer influencers shows an almost verbatim rendition of the dialect she has contributed to the community. Comparison screenshots of these videos are being transferred around online making the influencers look suspect as Alyssa’s day ones charge on. She quoted from her Instagram stories wearing a black sequence and partially see-through top with new hairdo “Sometimes you’re just pursuing YouTube and you realize all of your original videos became a tag for influencers. And you’re not included in the tag. My videos are mined for gold, but I don’t regret putting them out. I’m just more secretive now”. I myself have went total occult with some of my works after getting phone calls asking if I’ve penned a song for a famous artist after it sounded like one of my songs had been replicated. But I’ve always known about these types of tactics, and it’s why I made my podcast secret houses a private membership, and why the PIE website is being built to be the same. The catch 22 is, creators still have to make some public appearances to keep the crowd and followers who are not premium included. This is what I believe Alyssa is working on now while in recluse, as she is hinting at a solar eclipse video for YouTube. 

Getting acknowledged for your work is a sign of professionalism, so me included has reviewed older content to see if I’ve not tagged Alyssa in posts where I’ve mentioned her because she does always pull a good story and has produced over here on my end. The necessary tags have been updated. I have mentioned her in videos where her explanation of astrological phenomena resonates more simply with my audience in contrast to my otherwise complex attempts sometimes. Referencing is something that is taken very serious in the scholastic world, and all the authors are asking for is notoriety. Sure the information is out there for everyone to grab; however, it is the creator who frames, and delivers in a way that makes it unique, and that’s the point I think Alyssa is trying to make. Her adversaries could have created in numerous ways, yet they chose so closely to hers, that you can’t help but think Alyssa is on to something. 

Their rebuttals may be smoke and mirrors in avoidance of what is exposed. Rather than giving Alyssa the credit by acknowledging how strikingly similar their subsequent work is, they are offended. Alyssa therefore probably deserves more credit for shaping perception. She is creatively making her opposition reveal their insecurities while blaming her for her strengths. So whether it’s influencers making videos about the YouTuber attacking them, or 

men claiming she wouldn’t have a career without her tits, for whatever reason, the fact that her creations are what trigger those reactions are being ignored. How would you know enough to make such statements if you didn’t watch? 

The Lengths Some Will Go

The woman to the left is one of the most consistent spiritual workers I have watched on social media. Emmie Evolving’s YouTube channel is a place where energy updates for star seeds, zodiac signs (especially Pisces) go to be informed on the breakdowns of what they’re currently feeling. I’ve even had the opportunity to attend one of her virtual binary beats classes for meditative purposes. It presents the more relaxed side of Emmie where she changes the atmosphere and surrounds herself with crystalized instruments and performs a ceremony. I admit that without being in the same room I felt more soothed than what my usual shower and favorite seat provided. Lately Emmie had been doing more late night sessions which went well for me because I’m usually up at that time working; therefore, can catch a live viewing. During a particular segment Emmie seemed disturbed, and expressed what it was eventually. A viewer insisted Emmie do a personal reading for him despite her catering to a full audience. It’s not like she’s above it either, because she holds sessions specifically geared towards doing personal readings for her viewers, but this guy was just not honoring the process. The request turned into badgering, insisting Emmie do it, then went as far as saying she needs to read for husband then since he is a Gemini. Apparently so was the man demanding the service, so went as far as using her family’s information against her to get what he wanted. Emmie still refused, and although brought to tears, nobody watching thinks she’s soft. Yes, as a Pisces herself she is sensitive to picking up the energies of others therefore can be drained, but Emmie can drop a tear live just from being genuinely sincere about the topic and what she’s feeling at the time. She has went off and dismissed many rude viewers during her segments, so we know it’s not about being tough or not, but more about, what more can a spiritual empath give? This is something she not only loves, but knows she is called to do, and gives so much of herself for, yet can still face bouts like these that makes one ask “what has the world come to”? Did she fail that man for not doing it? This a theoretical question, and although Emmie didn’t ask it, I know personally that spiritual workers do ask themselves that question behind the scenes. These times are more trying; therefore, it amplifies the demand, but Emmie is only one vessel who is capable of feeling just like anyone else. She has since continued her work despite the mishaps, but there has been a gradual slowdown. Either that, or I’m not getting my notifications. Nonetheless Emmie is a force to be reckoned with and I’m sure if there is a delay it’s because she’s charging her batteries, a much needed process in this line of work. 

Now That Alyssa Say's it...

Visuals from Alyssa Trahan's PSA from Pluto video last year began to surface, unprecedented ones at that. If you were attentive enough to peer into the depths of her dark blazer, a beautified treat awaited, but it's always more than what meets the eye with Alyssa. A message was being delivered to correlate with the see thru blouse that left us on edge. The topic at hand was her south node, and with it being in Scorpio, it made her reminiscent of a part of her she didn't use to favor which entailed Pluto, Saturn, and her Part of Fortune, and it all landed in the 8th house. When revisiting the stream of videos however she admits she enjoyed embodying the planet Pluto most, and that in order to reach her North Node in Taurus she must first lay the first brick needed for the foundation in her South Node roots. 

No stranger to debate, again Alyssa had to defend herself, and justify her right to a career as a woman when a Twitter dude leaned in on her suggesting she was agitated because of problems with men. I was not privy to the previous post, but for whatever reason he had a problem with Alyssa referring to herself as divine, then denounced women who provided spiritual information as a trade. He even went as far as taking a shot at astral traveling, and called spirituality fraudulent. He blocked her before she could reply, but she noted the one sided view on spirituality when mentioning that men in the church talk about a man in the sky, so why is it that he didn't trust her when running her own business in her own power? I'd have to agree that embodying divinity is not a gender right. On May 28th Alyssa took to Twitter again revealing how multitudes of men made videos about her tits. They claimed that her following in the spiritual community was largely attributed to her having nice jugs. Their accusation was not met with some shameful rejection of herself, instead Alyssa owned her sexuality, saluted women who finally came into theirs who flooded the community, and declared that only the men who respected a woman's spiritual and sexual power could stay! First I was charmed by my VIP pass being solidified, then second I felt justified for saying what I've been saying all along! Now that a woman is saying it, how does it make you feel? 

The cherry on top of the icing on the cake came days later when Alyssa posted another photo from PSA from Pluto photo shoot. This time however the jacket was raised in a removable gesture capturing the infamous fun bags men have been making their business to talk about since 2012. Her sizable twins arched beneath the elegant lace correlating "divinely" with the enchanting look on her beat face. 

"Women are sex. Physical love. Nurturing energy. Spirituality. Explosive emotions. Women are the highest form of currency, yet treated like the lowest. No one wants to pay a woman for what she is, literally saying that what she's powerful in - sexuality, motherhood, spirituality - are never to earn a profit or they'll become evil. But masculine energy has no problem exploiting that very energy for their lustful and greedy personal gain. See a woman is helpless without payment for her natural gifts - lest she becomes a man, or acts like a man, or lives like a man, or fights like a man, or wants a man, or marries a man. And for what? To be tired, and weary, and depressed, and to feel crazy? Why would masculine energy try to tell a woman not to sell herself, when that is all she desires to sell? Because the masculine became cheap and wanted loopholes, and learned how to siphon and exploit her power. Real men let women be wild, because they know she'll change the game. Feminine power is for anyone closest to life, to Gaia, to the physical and spiritual connection. This photo is from 2019, I erased the nips for Instagram. I never posted it because as an astrologer I'm supposed to be spiritual, not sexual. But who decided those were different? They're the same fucking thing. Masculine energy told you spirituality is consciousness. It lied. Knowledge is power. Get some".

The above insert is the caption Alyssa put under the photo. I feel it gave a course to men on what it is to be a woman. It cut deep, not only because I myself have benefitted from women's sexuality, but I have also faced those on the other side of that spectrum who accused my work of being childish, sexually suggestive, and in some instances pornographic. Her post didn't only give me a dose of a reality I'm aware of, but feminists, the patriarch, and men discomforted by her milkers are forced to face the inevitable. Women from everywhere cheered her on, and saluted her fashionable, provocative, and tasteful approach to dishing out knowledge on a digital platter. She gave forewarning that she would make queen moves when 2020 began, and if you've been paying attention you wouldn't be shocked (except for the long awaited view of the puppies) because this was a build up. Alyssa has been hinting at the need for women to be free to express themselves without male approval through the countless themes of female archetypes in her work. The year is only halfway through, what's next? 

Capricorn Recognized

Alyssa Trahan

So how about that Alyssa Trahan huh? The YouTube astrological goddess has been popping up lately with prep videos for the inevitable. Her most recent content postulates what’s to come as a significant amount of planets turn retrograde, as if 2020 hasn’t been putting on enough of a show already. During her descriptions she provided an intriguing task to take on. Last time I got to sift through her videos to investigate why so many subscribers commented on her tits, and can admit now that I skimmed over some vids that easily can put one under hypnosis if you know what I mean, but now with all this extra time at home I get to take things slower. This isn’t to highlight boob bashing, that was then, and this now. This time I’m analyzing her look whenever it’s Capricorn season. To her understanding, she just can’t put together the type of allure she usually does during that time of the year. I love to research things like this because I get to observe phenomena to validate astrology through its patterns using emergence theory rather than predicting it from a resource based view. Either way gives me chances to be extra nerdy, so I’m game! 

I began in the year 2013 and what do you know? Alyssa went from glowing beautifully through the entire Sagittarius season to an evident slump when Capricorn season came in. I don’t know if she even tried, it’s like she just grabbed anything, and turned the camera on like fuck it. She also looked not so much stressed in the face, but drained as if her energy left with the sun (not sure where she resided at the time). It wasn’t until she did the Pisces best traits video that she came back alive, and I’m not just saying that because I am a Pisces. Her attitude was still that she didn’t give a fuck, and embodied that attitude just as a Pisces does, but morphed into the hottest hippie while doing it. I know a lot of you are Pisces btw so please go watch it, you’ll be glad. I loved hearing how awesome I am (yeah I watched the whole thing). She also looked in tact when expressing Virgo’s best traits followed by the around the way girl look in the Taurus’ best traits vid. By the time Aquarius season rolled in it was interesting to see that she made a change to her appearance with some bangs; looking rather Angelina Jolie-ish. Aquarius represents change, and being unpredictable. 

In 2013-2014 I began to disagree with her. In the first video about Capricorn’s midheaven she looked cute. The honey blonde streaks in her hair took the show. In 2015-2016 the blond highlights were killer as well as her fashions during the ‘2nd house reveals’ video. Taking the entire Capricorn season off during 2016-2017 I gather shows how done she was with it because she just threw away the whole sign entirely, and didn’t continue until Aquarius season. Of course we cannot take into account the time she left astrology altogether, but since that gap she re-appeared in 2019 with the ‘The Rise of the Queen’ video where she looks super fucking hot! In a nutshell I saw the same thing she saw in the beginning of her career, but as it advanced her Capricorn appearances have gotten better; however, that comes as no surprise to me. Capricorn is a methodical and ‘do the work’ sign that climbs gradually and strengthens over time; therefore, Alyssa’s enhancements projected that truth. Throughout all her bumps and bruises she still remains, and appeared with a distinguished vibe while explaining what the queen is ushering in for this year which I can attest is coming to light from my observation of the female gender. It will now be fun to anticipate how she will look this year when December rolls around again, and she brings in the new year. 

A Message to Move Stillness

The Stellar Guide

In the middle of a pandemic, my curiosity led me to test the waters of journalism. Inside my home, everything I needed was there, but I kept feeding my daredevil mentality to bring my subscribers my latest astrological epiphanies. It wasn’t until a powerful message from my close friend Kimberly Crandall came across my feed that I truly understood how much of a risk I was. Just because one is fortunate enough to have health doesn’t mean they have a pass to breathe on everybody while others don’t. A mere brush up against the elderly or a child can turn into a bad situation, even more if they have a health complication. People are really dying out here! Perhaps mass media and the term fake news has made some of us desensitized to the atrocities, or we’ve just become in outright disbelief of the Corona virus, but when real tears come across your screen out of sincere love and concern for humanity, it hits different. Kimberly took her heartfelt take on things to her audience in hopes that at least one person could come to grips with our current reality and take the responsible precautions. She mentioned how some people are actually taking this time to go to the beach and party under the sun, and one thing I know about virus’ is symptoms can lay dormant in the heat, but become revealed in some of the harsher climates like here in New York’s still frigid weather. 

Then came a common accusation in the film world. Kimberly was accused of being a rich & entitled actress, not knowing she is surviving check to check like a lot of us. Where do you think the term ‘starving artist’ derives from? I remember the first time I placed an ad on IMDb, I was shocked by the number of actresses who came forward despite me presenting such a tight budget! I’m not sure how many attacks she’s accumulated by now, but all I can ask is that to not get caught up in her red carpet walks and film appearances, but see her as an artist that provides products & services the way any other profession does. In the bigger scheme of things, it’s more courageous to voice things outside your profession when you’re a celebrity because not only are there more eyes and ears on you, the pendulum can swing both ways for societal perception. 

The only reason I am outside uploading this post is because I have other work today that requires stepping out my house for a while. Other than that Kimberly has kept me in the house with all my highly appreciated stocked goods and paid rent writing a book with no television or internet. The most profound revelations are coming to me due to my needed alterations making me appreciate all I already have! In the process every comment, sale and subscribe means so much more because it’s no longer instantly at my fingertips. For those in professions that this doesn’t apply, let it fly. My hat goes off to all in the medical and travel industries who are obligated to face this thing head on. I think I’ve done enough reporting on what’s going on in these cold gritty New York urban areas to bring awareness until this thing blows over. If you also find the bravery to voice your concerns for humanity online at this time like Kimberly go for it. If you can turn one person toward safety and health you’ve made an impact beyond what I can measure.