It’s Cancer Season. Happy Eclipse

Some people sleep on Cancers due to viewing the external more than the internal science. After numerous dating discussions on the Benjamin YouTube channel I encountered another Cancer woman Teona. The initiation of a Cancer resonated with what we learn about their leadership capability because she made the first move, but for the life of me, the shyness I’ve seen from other Cancer’s previously couldn’t prepare me for that. My first fanciful emoji was a unicorn, she favors the alien, we both use the nerd from time to time; this is getting interesting! Can we be physically, mentally, and sexually satisfied at the same time? This is the million dollar question asked, which I find timely coming off two discussions of Saturn in Scorpio to study the 8th house. Psychology and sex reside there, so one would only have to focus on the Ascendant to handle the physical part. Can it really be that simple though? Let me rewind to why I sent a unicorn to her inbox. I told her the basics about me: workaholic and a business student, an automatic deal breaker for most women on the dating scene. Teona’s reply however, was okay, I’ll let you get back to work, we’ll just check on each other periodically when we get time, to check my world clock, and asked if there would be an issue with being long distant. Ummm ... let me think.... fuck no! You get the unicorn! Fast forward a bit and I really get a “hey what are you doing”? text. I was crunching some numbers and when I told her she said to tell her next time, she’ll help because she’s good at it being she’s a business student. 😳🤓. Please understand that dating these days with careers and education hasn’t ever been understood at a level like this for me before. I convey that I’m MGTOW when the am I involved question was asked, and I wasn’t treated like a feminist basher. It’s safe to say psychological is in the bag with that level of understanding, plus she does yoga and plays tennis, physicality confirmed! Now with sex still in the air, how does a MGTOW Pisces address this Cancer sun and Pisces moon who gives Shade vibes soon as you look at her hypnotizing eyes? Teona revealed that there’s something about me that makes her open up to me. That she doesn’t know what it is, but she can’t deny or avoid it. Her style is slower than my quick interactive style; however, I adjusted to her feel immediately after finding this out. The video of her about to get dressed for the day to go to a friends house caught my eye. Her hips are shaped like a dancers, so I asked if she did. “No I’m not a stripper” she replied. I laughed, but you would have asked the same if you saw her posture. Her nipples bulged through her white belly shirt with no fucks given, and I couldn’t resist how well her lace panties fit her. In the next video? Meaty butt cheeks I wouldn’t have expected on her small frame, but there they were hanging out of a lace onesie as she spin around revealing the pattern across her chest. In the next video she wore a black lace set that matched a repetitive alluring and dark style that will stop you in your tracks. A wardrobe malfunction occurred, as one boob almost popped entirely out one of the cups of her lace top. I thought of how Instagram would have a field day and ban such content when really you can’t even see the nipple, just some areola on a woman trying on things. Luckily this was all occurring behind the scenes and not publicly. I ceased the opportunity by cutting pieces of lace up to measure on a mannequin inspired by this Cancer’s videography as she slept. When you count up the amount of hats she wears it becomes clear this woman is a huge asset in everything she does, and the sexual attraction is mutually agreed upon. I decided to weigh in on my potential to become addicted to her sex if not cautious. This was something I already detected and we were only a few days in. Perhaps the same thing she feels about me that she can’t explain, is what I feel only I can explain it. All of this brings me full circle to the discussions on Saturn in Scorpio to unearth the 8th house, because it is there where sex if not examined and monitored, has the potential to break people, or maybe just one, but countless stories have left trails of the endings. Some are extreme and lead to the ninth house of divorce after the eight house transformation, either that or higher education and way of living. In communicating this I felt I had to reveal a secret about myself. How that after having sex on contract through experimentation and therapeutic sessions regular sex has pretty much become a thing of the past. It too can become addicting; however, personally it’s when you reach that level that you learn how to conquer Scorpio and eighth house energy. It’s not common, and it’s not popular either to talk this way. Knowing that I asked if this were the part where she calls me a pig..... she said no. I’m finally going to bed now after a long day of work feeling good. I gather I’ll hear from her tomorrow, and really I don’t know what to expect from this girl. She’s full of surprises, so I’m just like fuck it, let nature take its course. We just entered Cancer season and already I’ve created so much content, website updates, and entertainment vices that I have to give water credit where it’s due. - Inspired by Teona