Service With A Smile

Since our last meeting things were a bit quiet, well for Gina Stewart that is. So quiet that I went to check up on her. I said I'd give her time to rebound however there was even a lack of her private posts. She answered that she was retreating a bit, and I understood because the moon was in her 12th house of privacy. Within the next 24 hours she came back onto the public scene vowing to use the wisdom of her Hottest Gma in the World crown to assist those having trouble in the online department when it comes to suicidal thoughts, bullying, or loneliness. With one leg hiked in a pleated skirt/dress I could tell she was attempting to get back to being herself. I would include her smile in that list of signature factors, but there's more to the pearly whites than you think.

Then this happened: yes Gina flipped her tits out under a sheer see-through top and even nudged them closer together a bit providing a more robust visual effect. She then looked directly into the camera calmly, smiled, then clicked. The above photo is an original (nothing photoshopped or screenshot) and no I did not attempt to cover her with any stars, hearts, or censorship. NOW you can slightly see for yourself (those who have not seen by way of purchase already) what all the commotion is over when she does what she does. I've determined the smile in this photo is much more sly and aggressive than the others despite how subtle. Her cunning mind did not do this one for her Only Fans subscription. This photo was a strategic and direct shot back at the pictorial giant Instagram. She came out the victor this time beating them at their own game because she is clothed, but the TITS ARE OUT on display. The calmness she possessed during this chest; excuse me I meant "chess" move was admirable. 

I usually possess the same calm trait in the public eye, but with Mars in my 2nd house this solar return I've been struggling to keep my passion at bay. In private it's cool because I'm naturally like that as Mars sits in my 12th house natally, but this year (even in my writings) I am vulgar ever since March hit. In context, I'm drawn to her more this year and therefore wanted to know how she kept so cool knowing she was facing her 3rd strike. With 2 bans under, or should I say above her belt already such a daring public post while admist a war with the media Goliath is bold. I figured I could use some insight as I'm finding myself responding in defense of some antagonizing delivery on YouTube this year. There was no real answer except the continuing of chatting with me calmly and with that I immediately understood. I've been working on developing a site for years that entails digital communicative arts, so she reminded me of what this has always been about. She personally had just got finished talking someone out of suicide by using the same calm demeanor. She then asked me how I was doing and hoped all was well. She has done it before, and I'm sure she'll do it again. That may seem normal to you, but no one ever asks me how I am. I think they always think I'm ok, and that's not stated to throw me a pity party; I've always presented myself with strength to where my people's just know I'm ok even if I am going through something. So hearing that simple question put me back into the tranquil state I missed. Gina and what she does is necessary to the well being of the people she connects with. Sometimes you won't get it next door, or from the people in your house, school, or job; and in that awareness, the importance of the internet becomes a big deal. Yes, on another note it brings out the trolls, antagonizers, hateful resentment for beauty, brains and boldness. Yes those things will make a celebrity retreat to heal and sort things out for their own well being. But she still knows there are a great deal of people who do value every effort she puts forth; therefore, makes it her business not to give up on them. 

Change is the only constant, and it's up to the change agents to ensure that change happens. Realizing this is the simple part, and is perhaps where Gina's calmness comes from. Execution on the other hand is something that is sometimes met with resistance, discrimination, and the occasional questioning yourself on if you are truly going to see it through. We've figured it out to some degree. During her retreat I realized that Instagram keeps coming at her instead of other girls because she is the big dog. Yes Gina can go left sometimes with shocking content but that's only because all her art is so tasteful that the occasional jaw dropping vulgar content adds more shock value. Her peers with less clout however are not attacked because they have not reached Gina's level - "yet." Similar to a play in Hollywood (allegedly), they will use the platform to build you up then bring you right down once you don't play ball. What Gina has found out in her hiatus is that they know the whole world is watching her and if they break her, and put her in what they consider to be "her place"; other women will back down out of fear. Instagram needs the celebrity public figure to draw the attention so they can put emphasis on being against body positive women empowering themselves on the internet. And once they reach a certain height, will try destroying them for all to watch as a reminder of what they are capable of. In Gina's words she said they will think "You are all slaves and I own you" if she fails to fight them. Last year I would have entered her inbox and asked "Gina are you crazy? What did you do now"? But not this time. I commented "biggest comeback of 2019" when she posted this picture on Instagram because I FULLY understand now. We've been fighting this fight the entire time and if she stops nothing will change. Now I'm not saying Instagram will finally let all women do what they want to do, I just believe what she is doing will change something! This month alone I've been bombarded with stories related to Gina's when it comes to injustices, sexual oppression, privacy, and expressive repression confirming that her bouts are causing traction. The word is spreading to these aspiring models and actresses to the point they want to talk about their experiences. They are not just coming to anyone though, they are coming to these blogs because they see how much they report on that fight. This confirms Gina is no narcissist with a need to be in the press. This is about a woman doing what she does because she has the right to and it's naturally who she is.

Celebrity censorship is what this is, and when I tell you the press is all over this I mean it. The Dailystar uk picked up the sheer white top story before I could get the crust out my eyes. I tried reading it, but was turned away by their partners who tried coercing me into checking their checkboxes so they can advertise to me in the future. Anytime I reached her photo when scrolling the article a pop up box prevented me from seeing the full picture. Even the press is capitalizing on every move Gina makes. Moreover they cover her because she is moving the needle on internet expression and it's shaking things up on the surface and behind the scenes.  

So what do we do to stop celebrity censorship? Furthermore, should we even try? I think the better question is what can we do to be free in being ourselves? When Gina asked me if I were ok I kept it real. I'm going through my own shit business wise. Blogger has changed their rules so that I can still show nudity however I can't post it here for the purpose of making money. That means it interferes with potential traffic for Gina's money, and my money. I had to reach out overseas to find payment merchants to work with because some of Silicon Valley's people won't work with me. I have to come up with clever ways to compensate some of the new girls with transactional leadership while others take the more transformational leadership role with me and donate until I get things back in the proper perspective. So the question of should I go on with this occasionally lingers, but I can't give up now either. 

After seeing Gina Stewart's Candlelight video I don't want to censor anymore content either. As she said, things change over time and I think Candlelight was the marker for me. Seeing that visual performance of hers (check my review if you haven't seen it) made me feel like I should be able to watch it on my computer whenever I desire because of the impact it has on me, the individual. It's encouraging knowing I'm not going it alone, we will prevail along with sexiness in the faces of resentment for autonomy.

Developing a website from scratch is no easy task; however, it is now necessary because I also refuse to be stopped when people are looking to me for guidance in the biggest battle they may face in their lifetimes. I would post a sneak peek of the site however it is too soon for all of that, but guess who has a solidified spot on the index page? A true rebel warrior, that you can know for sure.