Since a little kid people told me I was an old soul, something I took to heart because I knew it meant I was wise. Since a little kid I was also very gifted in the arts, something onlookers found innate, while I thought it be more of me mimicking well. This imagination though was truly innate therefore writing was second nature. I didn't want to be a leader, but they picked me to be King James in the play. When I went out with friends the elders would point me out to be one. I say all of that to say this: the feeling of entertainment falling in my lap was often met with asking myself why?

In my studies I found the answer: North Node in Leo suggests in my past life I was always the scientist. It's safer to be in the lab analyzing everyone else taking action then defining exactly what it is we're watching. But with your North Node in Leo, it's demanding, it's the super ego who says we must because we are. In this life I'm supposed to have fun and rub shoulders with fellow entertainers "however" it comes with a stipulation: that I still be a researcher! Well it must be some life I have that I have to be watchful enough to juggle both sides of the coin. I've learned that I don't like frivolity when it comes to my creations, even when I'm vocalizing music with child like approaches. When an idea does not produce a result I want I cringe at it so I'm learning not to produce so many at a time now. To better prepare for this balance of entertainment and science I find myself tuning out the irrelevant and even turning down some opportunities to compete. It's easier to fail now because of the rapid growth of technology but money is still a real thing so I don't let people persuade me into adopting their financial attitudes in this industry. So in general what I've learned so far about this placement is that if you believe in a creative project enough to spend time creating it, spend a sufficient amount of time selecting the correct people to assist in aligning it for you. North Nodes in Leo do not let anxiety pump you up to drop what you began to pick up the next thing because you may find out that your beginning stuff is still on point but was just ahead of time. I mean think about it, what is more fascinating than the journey of finishing it? The completion? No..... that's the sad part.
Be on the lookout for secrets I find this summer when tying science to entertainment, well some of them.
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