Coach Kim Makes It Count

Moonwalker Sneaker Design to be Worn in Digital Dash
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GOING AFTER MY DREAMS: LITERALLY

Imagine sitting on an idea that has been fostering in your head because it's your destiny. There is no escpaing destiny therefore everyday you get a nudge to remind you, or potentially fill you with guilt for letting your idea wither. I've posted that the PIE website is coming soon; I also have mentioned how that site is supposed to carry films from movie producers. Moreover, I mentioned how I myself would love to do  a short. Not for nothing, the former has been happening behind the scenes. It is no small task designing a platform to compete in the film and media industry so I'm grateful to have made progress; however, broadcasting it is better valued when you are actually offering the product/service. 

My womentor Kimberly Crandall recently put the fire to my ass when kickstarting her Make It Count campaign. With 8 weeks left to the year of 2019 she posted a message to the stagnant putting emphasis on, "if you believe you are going to do something in 2020, now is the time to convince yourself." That very day I grabbed the camera and got to work on my experimental short film Digital Dash. The goal is to complete a scene each week for a total of 8 scenes and have a final edit right before the ball drops. What makes this concept more powerful is I am not alone. Her network along with their accomplishments gets streamed to me as we all plow through our checklists and hold each other accountable. I personally began checking in with her consistantly after times got tough, and vice versa. For some reason we experienced adversity at the same time. You know what they say, when you're so close to accomplishing your dreams all kinds of obstacles get thrown your way to test your commitment. This is one of those times because I couldn't tell you when is the last time so many other things have came across my desk that needed attending to. Nonetheless the Make It Count team is still strong checking off those checklists even during the most festive time of the year and on this Monday coach Kim and I vowed to kick this weeks ass! #makeitcount       

Evgeniya: The Shooting Star In The Bulgarian Bar

I remember when I first saw promotion for Evgeniya’s film Patrik. The next time I saw promo for the film which was edited by her partner Darja, and shot by Michael Tosner, with killer performances by Patrik Baldauff and Jamal Hodge, it won its first award. I eagerly asked “where can I see this film?” to no avail. This is how things play out however in the film world when you submit your project for consideration. No publishing can begin until after your material is put to the test. After being categorized for fifteen more awards I received the invite which granted my wish. 

For starters, you have to really want to be there in order to get in the joint because it has the feel of a speakeasy. After searching a bit I found my way through a crevice into the cozy spot which reminded me of a Quentin Tarantino flick. After a wholesome conversation with the talented Darja she walked me over to the dazzling Evgeniya who just took the floor for the evening. As an empath I was so grateful to be introduced and surrounded by so much warmth and genuineness. The talent in my first circle of talks was enough to produce a major film with no doubt in my mind. The night flowed on with a surprise dance from Evgeniya who crept from the balcony crowned and draped in flowy garments. The energy increased, then Rada; another singer with a video produced by iDare productions took the stage and performed for us. 

The Mercury Retrograde did push its weight around a bit, muting the soundboard and freezing the first frame of the film, but once Patrik got underway it was more than what I expected. Their ability to caption emotion and put emphasis on human connection was remarkable and struck a cord about something that had been on my mind. In context, it reminds me of why film is so valued. It expresses the fleeting moments in a body of work that makes them meaningful so that the viewer no longer takes them for granted. Rada also play her video which was cinematic, and a sign that iDare productions will continue to prove highly capable. 

A plethora of artistic knowledge circulated the room of networks all night and I had a fantastic weekend. Evgeniya is even starring in PIE’s upcoming experiment short which still has me in a state of euphoria! I won’t reveal exactly what role she plays yet, however I guarantee her presence will be known and felt. Her being added to the cast which now stars her, Gina Stewart and myself is an honor! If this can occur by experimenting, it should be confirmed that art is also a science. 

Sex Fire & Magic

Evgeniya Radilova

Catch my eyes once, you’re good at what you do. Catching my eye over and over again you can potentially get me out to see you. I made up my mind to grab some light company gear and take a night on the town to discover what it’s like to see Evgeniya Radilova live. The most turbulent weather conditions couldn’t stop me from following through, with me it’s quite the opposite really. Besides I have a long Polo rain coat and an umbrella the size of a UFO, I’m going! I couldn’t bare seeing the tightest ass in showbiz leave me in a trance from her Instagram stories one more time without understanding why.

I have to take this time out to note the environment was inviting and I did not feel any pressure to participate in unwarranted behavior. The House of Yes provided an open atmosphere colored of all shapes, sizes, colors, nationalities, and orientations and I was not afraid to use the unisex bathroom. In fact, I enjoyed myself at this event much more than I had at prior club appearances where everybody sat at tables with sparkling bottles talking to their phones with incomprehensible theme music egging them on. I was led by symbology  occultists know so well, to get stamped with a pyramid for a priority seat to feel the flames as close to my face as possible. I think I might have seen her out of the corner of my eye too, but couldn’t be so sure. I grabbed a non-alcoholic Heineken and made my way to my seat once I was called. I just had to put that in there. It’s something about looking like you’re drinking but you’re not buzzed at all that amuses me. I guess it’s the deceptive Pisces in me; anyway where was I? Right, the spotlight hit the stage and from beginning to end I was reminiscent of public school days in New York City. Our school put a heavy emphasis on art by making constant trips to theaters for us to see plays. That type of artsy feeling has since been distorted. It is a like a drug you have to go the lengths to find unless you settle for being subject to the mediocrity. Amidst the cracking of whips, I wasn’t aware that behind me, Evgeniya crawled to the stage wearing a mane like a woman from the Amazon with the body to match. Where did she come from? I thought. I juggled my phone like a clown failing to get the opening shots of her, then had to regroup. Calm down I told myself. You’re here on business, don’t get hypnotized and lose all sense of professionalism. I was witnessing one of her two debut acts in the same night, and it’s true; every ounce of her body is shred and toned from head to toe. And every man wants to think hardened nipples are responses to their presence, but I got over myself because she didn’t even know I was there. Evgeniya was in raw form delighted in entertaining the attentive crowd because it was evident that is what she does! If I detail this first act anymore you may think I'm into torture and pleasure  (oops) so please just look at the photos I edited.

I want to state this before I put this iPad down. The Fairytale debut with her and https://www.instagram.com/phoenixa_captivate/ was incredible! I haven’t finished editing video for it or the whip disciplining act yet, but have presented some photos of the performance. These ladies bought sex, fire, and magic to the stage with passion and uncanny ability. There is a scene where Evgeniya is handed two ball and chains that are set on fire, and she twirls them everywhere like a martial artist while BLINDFOLDED. She even staggers while doing it to give the impression she has been in the dark so long that she has to first handle the light literally before she can handle it in her vision. I cannot make this up. I’m telling you as much as I can, of what I saw.

Working On Self Works For All Parties Involved

"Oh, you decided to launch your beauty business during Taurus season, ok makes perfect sense"; those are words I spoke to Karly during our dialogue. I'd say fifty percent of my job was complete at that point because I knew her soul connected with what she was doing because she is a Taurus. It is no simple task getting past the "sign of beauty" especially when you have one of the bounce back booty's of the year. I openly applauded the progress on Karly's ass because well... I just could not help it, so I am a perfect example. Consequently, I advise people to put time aside for exercise no matter what because while it trains your body to push through adversity it does so for the mind as well. After a closer look at Karly's business natal chart it was evident that she began the business when she hit a mental low. You may hear business or spiritual guru's preach not to begin things at low points in your life, but I always remind my clients that one model does not fit all. Sometimes it takes a moment of isolation for clarity in order to transform yourself for the next level. Without the pain or struggle you would not be able to see what better is in store for you. When flying high and under the impression that your support is true blue it's not easy to see potential pitfalls, and for the most part, who wants to at that point? Seeing the strength and steadfastness Karly possessed threw me aback when finding out about her mishaps, and it humbled her. It can happen to the best of us despite how tough and strong we are for others. 

One of the reasons for her reaching a low point was others. Spectators may lack the empathy to condone such a thing can be an obstacle, but that may also come from not being well enough informed to discern. I don't need the details to know the obstacles a Taurus faces when it comes to relationships, or the ownership of their participation upon the realization of the matter. I have even taught, and continue to teach on Taurus from my own experience and book knowledge. Their comforting aura rubs off on others like a trance, but often ends in not being reciprocated. The water does not nourish the seed without the intent of bearing fruit, but people want to love the Taurus and possess everything about them without understanding the mechanics of the sign. It is not advised to tug at their fruits in the summer, then leave when it's frigid. From this I've learned that nourishing the Taurus suffices, and that she is better when optimizing her natural instincts of being self-absorbed, possessive, beautified, calming and stubborn. To my understanding this is where Karly began her "Be Your Own Goals" campaign; in that dark spot where you find yourself with enough time and space to think for you because... nobody else is there. After being abandoned and surviving a concussion the body athlete and health advocate transformed her pain into the risen, pleasurable action taker before you now. I hope other Taurus' and cross watchers remember that determination and stability are also Taurean traits and more beauty is allocated to their persona when they gradually grow. A star has risen; therefore, it's only right to have her gracing a page in The Stellar Blog. Wishing much success to the birth of the Karly Jean company and everyone involved in its progression. 

Nocturnal Exposure

I was once told to not ever miss an opportunity to let the world see my beautiful eyes. The beginning of Libra season for me is sobering as it forces me to take a look at myself. Wait, but how can that be correct if Libra is the sign of relationships? Well what I didn't think to realize before is the astrological terminology used (business, or romantic) is void of the word "value". I am learning thoroughly as a Pisces should having Taurus in the 3rd house under the sun dial; therefore, this is not me throwing my dreams on you. What I've learned and am willing to share with you is that Libra is about valued relationships. I had to think about who bought value to our interactions before calling, texting, liking, commenting etc, and in doing so, found "harmonious" balance. I had to admit that trying to build relationships did not bring harmony and conflict brought stale mates. Moreover Libra is the 8th house for Pisces (under the sun dial) which gives insight on our secretive reputations. With that came the embracing of relationships not being publicly validated; you may know a Pisces, but have you been seen with one? The moon is in Scorpio right now so a part of me is vulnerable to the fact I know I don't pose well as a public figure. That may sound negative, but the truth does not always taste like strawberry cupcakes and blueberry muffins. I am already too hidden to hide from myself, and now only invested in valuable relationships, rich and full of Venus. I've earned my tribal rights, leaving no room for openly having battles of brawn. There are generations after me counting on preparing their way to live out there's and I think that is a better outlet for transforming my energy. 

Gina Stewart's Top 10 Photos of Her 48th Solar Journey

#1

On this day the press went bananas when Gina Stewart posted this photo on her Instagram page! Well, this is not the actual post; the initial post was a cropped version of this well above the areola out of respect for her first Instagram ban. Oddly they came for her again when clothed and cropped, but in her first ban she was butt naked wearing nothing but hair which could have been number one, but this picture not only spun many journalists in different directions; this was the beginning of confusing us on where Instagram stood as a platform. 

My opinion came from empathizing with the offended eye. I saw someone in their office offended by a bad ass broad with a brand new Mercedes who didn't have a ring on her finger or a man behind her. I determined it was someone assigned to study her page because this was also the first time Gina gave a look of an untapped capability. Despite her photogenic clout Gina is a reserved individual but this photo does not show any indication of shyness. Journalists other than myself joined in applause from what I recall. Instagram on the other hand left the rest of us scratching our heads with thoughts of discrimination.

                                                                           

#2

This is straight fun & flirty and in your face! I cannot go into details of what is also obviously exciting about this photo, but if you search hard enough you'll find the uncensored version. The pink/purple plaid also hits her skin tone making the body language distinguishably different than other colors. If world peace talks and environmental change discussions fail then I have no other alternative but to conduct a seminar with this photo on the projector. 

#3

I got to chat with Gina when she was planning this short film. It was a bit new for her so while doing some planning of my own I decided to run some ad tests with a company. There were two versions of the promo photo, but this one was sent to me. I was wowed by the facial expressions as this was another time when Gina came out of her reserved character. This is when I discovered she had acting abilities, even more when I seen the film. To this day, other talent that manage enjoys the benefits derived from this initial ad group's keywords and audience. Come to find out men in India desire the "boob pump", I didn't know it had a term. Thank her later. 

#4

This was a first when it came to Gina bearing booty. I spontaneously became a crackhead when I awoke and saw this photo. It's fun and she looks mischievous; you couldn't pin this girl down to the one "girl on the beach" style anymore. This also sparked my imagination bringing me back to a series I wrote titled The Mystical Adventures of Dick E. Buns. Did I just steal a promo moment?

#5

Like mother like daughter photos should always be this fun in my opinion. I think they were on different beaches simultaneously and this was the outcome. Gina was impressed by her genetic successor to the point of brining her into the modeling fold. Casey Stewart (her daughter) is a subtle sensation herself so I wanted to see her face for full proof of this. Gina's original photo is also one of those instances where she beat the Instagram ban detector. This is still the Benjamin Blog's second most viewed post. 

#6

The early bird gets the worm yeah, yeah, yeah rub it in why don't ya. I sleep late; it's an Arcadian rhythm thing what do you want me to do? Anyway I woke up participating in the alleged bad habit of looking at my mobile phone before washing my face and this long legged amazonian goddess is in the feed with an unusual amount of views within a short amount of time. I was used to the regular ratio of her followers responses, but this time the press got a hold of the photo before I could. Word got around that she wasn't wearing panties and they circulated their articles before it was even noon in the United States. The frenzy from near nudity and high heels wasn't enough. Spectators began spreading rumors that Gina got a butt lift, fat transfer or some cosmetic injections in her rear. With all due respect, this photo is showing more ass on Gina than previously seen. It began spinning out of control so she actually had to go public to announce the rumors were not true. This was her most viewed photo and just might still be til this day.

#7

Look at that smile! These were darker times for Gina because she had two photo bans under her belt and was hit with a shadow ban by Instagram making her profile undetectable despite her stature. It became more unnerving when they wouldn't communicate who reported her, or if the bans were from Instagram themselves. Ms. clever then put on a sheer top and took another risk thinly revealing the most outlawed nipples of 2019, and won! Instagram did not ban this photo because she was clothed as their guidelines suggest. She finally beat them at their own game.      

#8

 Remember that time when Gina recovered from a wardrobe malfunction when going live? No because you didn't get to see it, but the headlights made headlines anyway. Not only that, she shot up the charts of a new digital fashion website and passed many A list celebrities you know of (won't say any names). I mean come on though really guys? Fashion? Ok

#9

This photo caused way more drama than it needed to. Gina's 3rd Instagram ban really pressed buttons. Her butt was covered, nipples were covered and yet they still banned it. Believe me, those censored signs was Gina just playing around but there was really nothing far off from what she'd occasionally do or from what other models would do. I told her to leave it alone; that Instagram knew who she was and this was an obvious ploy to get under her skin. Just leave it alone Gina, take advantage of the corner they keep pushing you in, but no. Gina fought with everything to demand a reason for the photo ban and.... won. They reinstated the photo but as she raised her fist to celebrate in a follow up post, they took it down again. There was some valuable lessons learned here: 1) for me to stay out of her way even when I may be right 2) Fight back when you determine it's worth it. This really made the list because of the drama but really it was a stressful couple of days. 

#10

This photo (original) would have made #1 but that would have been biased because of the sentimental value it holds with me. This was the first time I saw Gina Stewart topless and realized a hive minded synchronized connection we had. It became evident that Gina had a mirror in the background of her photo (a lot of her photos) and mirror just happens to be the name of a female character in a book I wrote "The Mystical Adventures of Dick E. Buns" (yes I just stole another promo moment). The book is inspired by true events and it was said to me by Mirror that if I ever turned it into a movie to make sure a beautiful woman played her because she couldn't due to a certain circumstance. I vowed I would if that would be the case. I didn't even know who Gina Stewart was back then. Hey, people can dream right? Lol

There are about 8 photos that I had to put on the chopping block when making this list. I did my best to be objective and keeping it business. Any photo of Gina Stewart will do; however, a picture is worth a thousand words, so when you hear the chatter associated with these photos you understand the cause for a top 10 list. Happy Physical Gina!!!

When I Stalked Gina Stewart

 The only constant is change, and as the rapid air waves reach everyone’s device with their preferred entertainment I have changed as well. I have changed because some air waves have brought me material I do not prefer. You yourself may have witnessed the occasional funny looking email, or SMS with an offer you cannot refuse. I recall being like the average internet user, falling victim to the temptation of clicking a few of those emails, but with business came carefulness. Furthermore, the curiosity to find out who these people were, or what they did with the information arose. Internet fraud, online scams, identity theft, impersonation, and counterfeit online stores have skyrocketed. That’s right; more than 60% of sports apparel sold in India are fake. Salvatore Ferragamo was awarded $60 million after authorities tracked 150 fraudulent online stores selling his products under fraudulent social network profiles. After an intense five weeks straight negotiating international business deals while training for global strategy I developed a suspecting eye that spared no one. 

The telephone rang and although I rarely answer my intuition told me to go for it. “Fraud detection center” said an English speaking woman “calling due to an alert for your most recent purchase, please let us know if you made a purchase from a Gina Stewart”. Studying crime influenced me to use my business card to purchase the Naughty Nurse film short film by the online star, besides I intended to do so for business purposes anyway. I wanted to see if the b2b purchase would result differently without the security provided by Paypal. The anticipation was accurate; my bank had been compromised, so I guess that's what I get preparing for the worse. These people were so savvy they used a fake capture page at the last second to retrieve my info, then called me impersonating the fraud detection center of my own bank. The audacity I thought, but calm because I figured this was the training ground; they would only take it so far; moreover, I know Gina. I can just contact her through her site to keep the suspicious inquiry documented in business. When clicking send, my email was frozen and prevented from reaching her business. Reaching out to her personally may have been the normal thing to do but my sense of patriotism insisted that I connect dots and play devil’s advocate. Did I really know Gina? Or was I the victim of online fraudsters targeting me with boobs, buns and blondes? What if I was sharing exclusive conversations with some 400 lb guy named Bob who digs in his butt and nose with the same finger while we chat? And what if he just collected the real Gina Stewart’s money after selling some of her content that he hacked her for? My suspicion rose more when I realized how long it had been since Gina and I communicated, long enough. 

 Not to put our business fully out there, but I already was feeling a certain type of way due to something else Gina did, (or whoever this person was). I sent her a message anyway in a troubled tone in order to grasp her attention. My skills have gotten so good since taking on the online thugs that I zeroed them in on someone I believed I had a connection with. Let’s just say in due time I had the location, type of phone, and IP address of the person’s profile claiming to be Gina Stewart.

Notice the chopper view of the megastars abode and you may recognize the swimming pool from her sensual snaps online. At this point considering the lengths I went one may say ok that's enough, it's her! I mean after all everything checked out: the location was on the Gold Coast of Australia where she lives and I was being contacted from her mobile. I decided however to take it a step further and requested to hear her voice over the phone. "Yes babe, this is the real Gina Stewart" she replied. 

COME BACK NEXT MOON IN TAURUS WHEN WE CELEBRATE GINA'S 49th SOLAR RETURN BY BLOGGING OUR TOP TEN PHOTOS OF HER FOR 2019